Thursday, October 15, 2009
Growing Up Is Hard To Do
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You have to stop and realize what you have, what you lost, and what you've sacrificed everything for. It was probably the only person you thought was worth loving or the hardest month you had to endure. But remember that everything happens for a reason - even if it makes no sense at all, even if you don't understand why it happened to you. As one door closes, another door opens. As your heart breaks a little more each day, each day is a day of acceptance.
You will learn to love again. You will learn how to do things for yourself. You will learn that even the people that love you the most can hurt you the most in so many ways you never knew possible. But at the end of the day, the most important lesson is to pick yourself up with your head held high. You're strong; stronger than you've ever been.
There will be a person in your life that will be the epitome of everything you hate and love. They pick you up when you've lost all hope in everything; they teach you everything they know just so you will do better; they will tell you the truth even when it hurts so bad; they will be the one individual you compare all your friendships/relationships to because the struggles, fights, loving, and break-ups to make-ups were more than worth it.
Growing up is a difficult process. And quite frankly, I fear my near future. I never know what I want, I change my mind on everything I like, I love, I hate. I have few relationships because nobody's worth trusting these days. Nonetheless I fear of letting go because all I know is all I will ever know; all I will ever want to know.
I'm feeling quote-y, lol
"Forget the risk and take the fall, if it's what you want, then it's worth it all."
The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.
Do you think one can feel too much? Or just feel in the wrong ways? My insides don't match up with my outsides. Do anyone's insides and outsides match up? Maybe that's what a person's personality is: the difference between the inside and outside.
Never makes someone your PRIORITY, when you remain their OPTION.
The Breaking Point -- don't push her to that limit. Just because she's constantly been there for you through your countless bullshit doesn't mean she's going to be there forever. There's a point where enough is enough and trust me, when you push a girl to that point, she'll walk out and don't expect her to come back.
Coming home from very lonely places, all of us go a little mad: whether from great personal success, or just an all-night drive, we are the sole survivors of a world no one else has ever seen -- John le Carre
The problem with sex is self-respect calibration. The orgasm services your validation.
And the problem with love is that it lives in a book now.
The problem with drugs is that they're too fucking good now.
The problem with logic is there's too many loopholes.
And the problem with with the truth is that it's usually brutal.
The problem is I can't trust most of what I see.
So fuck it, all the problems of life must be me..
Sometimes the person you want the most is the person you're much better without.
"When you love someone, it will always stay there. I have to believe that even though we go our separate ways, we still will be connected by this bond, forever. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but I know it's a true thing. I know that no matter where you go or who it's with, we will always be connected. And when we look up at the stars, when we know it was real, and it was why we're who we are."
Don't limit yourself. Many people limit themselves to what they think they can do. You can go as far as your mind lets you. What you believe, remember, you can achieve.
The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.
Do you think one can feel too much? Or just feel in the wrong ways? My insides don't match up with my outsides. Do anyone's insides and outsides match up? Maybe that's what a person's personality is: the difference between the inside and outside.
Never makes someone your PRIORITY, when you remain their OPTION.
The Breaking Point -- don't push her to that limit. Just because she's constantly been there for you through your countless bullshit doesn't mean she's going to be there forever. There's a point where enough is enough and trust me, when you push a girl to that point, she'll walk out and don't expect her to come back.
Coming home from very lonely places, all of us go a little mad: whether from great personal success, or just an all-night drive, we are the sole survivors of a world no one else has ever seen -- John le Carre
The problem with sex is self-respect calibration. The orgasm services your validation.
And the problem with love is that it lives in a book now.
The problem with drugs is that they're too fucking good now.
The problem with logic is there's too many loopholes.
And the problem with with the truth is that it's usually brutal.
The problem is I can't trust most of what I see.
So fuck it, all the problems of life must be me..
Sometimes the person you want the most is the person you're much better without.
"When you love someone, it will always stay there. I have to believe that even though we go our separate ways, we still will be connected by this bond, forever. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but I know it's a true thing. I know that no matter where you go or who it's with, we will always be connected. And when we look up at the stars, when we know it was real, and it was why we're who we are."
Don't limit yourself. Many people limit themselves to what they think they can do. You can go as far as your mind lets you. What you believe, remember, you can achieve.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Hello Kitty a la Gaga
I'm not gonna lie, I'm feelin them HK platform stillettos. Meooooow!
Hello Kitty was the shiiiiiiiiit, back in the day. Hence, my 4th birthday, helllllo kitty galoreee! But when the fuck did it get all hyped up? I'm not gonna be like all these little girls out there sayin "I love HK so much I'm gonna buy basically everything with her face on it. " -- Uh, NO. That shit irritates the fuck outta me. When I buy sanrio shit, it would be like that dress or those shoeeeeees<3
Monday, October 5, 2009
Friday, October 2, 2009
Happy Friday!
Today, I was on my computer when the girl that I really like instant-messages me. I went to type back, accidentally pressed control-V, and posted an entire article on how to remove genital warts. FML
Today, in the middle of the night, I was punched in the face by my frightened girlfriend who had just been awakened by her own fart. FML
Today, I met my boyfriend's father for the first time. We were at a restaurant and my bofriend kept playing footsie with me under the table. When my boyfriend excused himself to go to the restroom, the game of footsie was still going on. FML
Today, I went on a date with a new guy after not dating for quite some time. I'd drank a lot of water, so I wouldn't eat so much on the date and look like a pig. Unfortunately, I'd forgotten how funny this guy really was. He made me laugh so hard, I peed all over myself. FML
Today, I proposed to my girlfriend with the cliché of the diamond ring in a champagne glass. Apparently there was an off-duty police officer across the room watching me slip the ring into the glass. He thought I was slipping in a date-rape drug and tackled me down before I could propose. FML
Today, an old friend that I never really liked invited me to lunch while she was in town. While driving back to her car, I couldn't find my phone, so she offered to call it. She found it under the passenger seat and also saw that when she called, her name came up as "Sabrina-IGNORE". FML
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