I am finally enrolled --I change my mind about everything as much as I change my outfits, but what it really comes down to is having a reliable future where I can support myself, and most importantly, NOT STRUGGLE. I have a serious spending problem, but this new system I have in mind should help start and keep a savings, lol. Being happy is also an important factor, but I am willing to sacrifice some things for my future. I am going to be HELLA busy working two jobs and taking courses, wow. I must say, it's about time I start doing things to get ahead in life. Only problem is that every time I try to start, I can't seem to actually do it. Omfg.
Stay Focused.
Stay Focused.
Stay Focused.
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Thursday, October 15, 2009
Growing Up Is Hard To Do
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You have to stop and realize what you have, what you lost, and what you've sacrificed everything for. It was probably the only person you thought was worth loving or the hardest month you had to endure. But remember that everything happens for a reason - even if it makes no sense at all, even if you don't understand why it happened to you. As one door closes, another door opens. As your heart breaks a little more each day, each day is a day of acceptance.
You will learn to love again. You will learn how to do things for yourself. You will learn that even the people that love you the most can hurt you the most in so many ways you never knew possible. But at the end of the day, the most important lesson is to pick yourself up with your head held high. You're strong; stronger than you've ever been.
There will be a person in your life that will be the epitome of everything you hate and love. They pick you up when you've lost all hope in everything; they teach you everything they know just so you will do better; they will tell you the truth even when it hurts so bad; they will be the one individual you compare all your friendships/relationships to because the struggles, fights, loving, and break-ups to make-ups were more than worth it.
Growing up is a difficult process. And quite frankly, I fear my near future. I never know what I want, I change my mind on everything I like, I love, I hate. I have few relationships because nobody's worth trusting these days. Nonetheless I fear of letting go because all I know is all I will ever know; all I will ever want to know.
I'm feeling quote-y, lol
"Forget the risk and take the fall, if it's what you want, then it's worth it all."
The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.
Do you think one can feel too much? Or just feel in the wrong ways? My insides don't match up with my outsides. Do anyone's insides and outsides match up? Maybe that's what a person's personality is: the difference between the inside and outside.
Never makes someone your PRIORITY, when you remain their OPTION.
The Breaking Point -- don't push her to that limit. Just because she's constantly been there for you through your countless bullshit doesn't mean she's going to be there forever. There's a point where enough is enough and trust me, when you push a girl to that point, she'll walk out and don't expect her to come back.
Coming home from very lonely places, all of us go a little mad: whether from great personal success, or just an all-night drive, we are the sole survivors of a world no one else has ever seen -- John le Carre
The problem with sex is self-respect calibration. The orgasm services your validation.
And the problem with love is that it lives in a book now.
The problem with drugs is that they're too fucking good now.
The problem with logic is there's too many loopholes.
And the problem with with the truth is that it's usually brutal.
The problem is I can't trust most of what I see.
So fuck it, all the problems of life must be me..
Sometimes the person you want the most is the person you're much better without.
"When you love someone, it will always stay there. I have to believe that even though we go our separate ways, we still will be connected by this bond, forever. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but I know it's a true thing. I know that no matter where you go or who it's with, we will always be connected. And when we look up at the stars, when we know it was real, and it was why we're who we are."
Don't limit yourself. Many people limit themselves to what they think they can do. You can go as far as your mind lets you. What you believe, remember, you can achieve.
The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.
Do you think one can feel too much? Or just feel in the wrong ways? My insides don't match up with my outsides. Do anyone's insides and outsides match up? Maybe that's what a person's personality is: the difference between the inside and outside.
Never makes someone your PRIORITY, when you remain their OPTION.
The Breaking Point -- don't push her to that limit. Just because she's constantly been there for you through your countless bullshit doesn't mean she's going to be there forever. There's a point where enough is enough and trust me, when you push a girl to that point, she'll walk out and don't expect her to come back.
Coming home from very lonely places, all of us go a little mad: whether from great personal success, or just an all-night drive, we are the sole survivors of a world no one else has ever seen -- John le Carre
The problem with sex is self-respect calibration. The orgasm services your validation.
And the problem with love is that it lives in a book now.
The problem with drugs is that they're too fucking good now.
The problem with logic is there's too many loopholes.
And the problem with with the truth is that it's usually brutal.
The problem is I can't trust most of what I see.
So fuck it, all the problems of life must be me..
Sometimes the person you want the most is the person you're much better without.
"When you love someone, it will always stay there. I have to believe that even though we go our separate ways, we still will be connected by this bond, forever. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but I know it's a true thing. I know that no matter where you go or who it's with, we will always be connected. And when we look up at the stars, when we know it was real, and it was why we're who we are."
Don't limit yourself. Many people limit themselves to what they think they can do. You can go as far as your mind lets you. What you believe, remember, you can achieve.
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